||[Oct. 24th, 2006|11:24 am]
im having the hardest time with working out. it seems like im eating twice as much when i work out and i cant stand it.... i know my body is starving for something of value but i cant seem to read the signs like what it is exactly that it absolutely needs and ill give it just that and no more but how do you know whats the right thing to do?
somedays i want to just quit working out and then i wouldnt have to eat... at all and it would be so easy, but it wouldnt work for me. id gain weight instead of losing it.. i just know it...
i hate thinking.. overthinking.
its simple right, dont eat and work out... yeah.. simple